A Feeling Of Belonging

[kaguya_no_miko]

Haven't you ever had the feeling that you don't belong sometimes?  I know what you're saying,"Psshw, she who is always smiling!!!" It's true tho, I can be surrounded by a millions of people and I'll still feel left out or out of place. I don't know why I do, but I do. It's nothing that just came to be. I just kinda always felt like this. Well, not always always, but you know what I mean. I feel more at home at times on-line then irl.. I know, that sounds so bad O_O

The people around me can be laughing and joking and I'll just sit there and smile at them, but it's like.. nothing.. y'know o_O

Am I turning emo O_o