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Just feeling very melancholic tonight.
It's so hard for me to push away these feelings. I feel it all so true this time around. I know exactly what it is and what they mean. It's amazing that I've finally reached this point with them, after all these years, but it's horrible that its at this point..right now. I need to push this all aside, but it's hard...even though I barely see you...you're in my dreams so much...I don't want to wake up..