like a ghost you thought was banished

Oct 13, 2006 13:08

he's come back. and everyone thinks im an idiot for welcoming him back.

what can i say, i love him. i really do. the only bad thing he's done to me is just disappear. he's never hit me, yelled at me, talked down or bad to me, abused me, cheated on me, or created any drama for me. he just one day wasn't there any more. yeah he's an asshole for disappearing, needing to find himself.

but don't we all need to take a break from everyone now and then. he chose me. he came back to me. sought me out. that's credit for something right?

all i know is i can't complain to anyone when the shit hits the fan. and it will, because for an entire year the shit hits the fan, and i can't blame anybody but myself this time, not even him.

i'm a stupid girl who's terribly in love with a stupid boy.
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