to whore or not to whore
so i have a new crush. and he smells good. and lately he's been calling the office more and more and now he has hold of my cell phone....
and he always asks what time im getting off work, what am i doing tonight, and he talks to me forever. but he never asks me out.
i wonder what his story is. he's cute, army looking, smells good, smart, and knows his politics...which is so refreshing when everyone is so apathetic down here.
i wonder if he likes me. i wonder how long it will take me to get bored of him. he just seems like a nice guy.
and then there's joe. joe who im seeing in 20 mins. joe who i know will be in my bed tonight. joe who i just can't shake my feelings for no matter how hard i try. i've come to an understanding of our relationship. its not something everyone gets but its something that works for me right now. do i love him? i don't know. i care for him a great deal but love is so strong.
esp considering when a pic of jesse sits on my desktop.
im so scandalous. i think the crush wanted to do something tonight but i had to work late and well i had to see joe tonight...well not had...but want want want.
and i got accepted into the mpa program. i am now officially a grad school student.
fuck you sallie mae. i defer!
and he always asks what time im getting off work, what am i doing tonight, and he talks to me forever. but he never asks me out.
i wonder what his story is. he's cute, army looking, smells good, smart, and knows his politics...which is so refreshing when everyone is so apathetic down here.
i wonder if he likes me. i wonder how long it will take me to get bored of him. he just seems like a nice guy.
and then there's joe. joe who im seeing in 20 mins. joe who i know will be in my bed tonight. joe who i just can't shake my feelings for no matter how hard i try. i've come to an understanding of our relationship. its not something everyone gets but its something that works for me right now. do i love him? i don't know. i care for him a great deal but love is so strong.
esp considering when a pic of jesse sits on my desktop.
im so scandalous. i think the crush wanted to do something tonight but i had to work late and well i had to see joe tonight...well not had...but want want want.
and i got accepted into the mpa program. i am now officially a grad school student.
fuck you sallie mae. i defer!