Do This For Me~

[kagome_angel]

So, it looks like that whole England thing is happening after all. Which means that there's so much to do and little time to do it. August may seem a little far away to you guys, but it's not. Not at all. We've got to be out of this house and in temporary housing here by the 24th of July to my understanding. Which is fine, I guess. Just...

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the person who loved me

[iki_teru]

once upon a time there was a boy, who I thought I could learn to care about in the way he wanted me to. We dated for 11 months and never once did I feel more than a fondness for him. I was 14 at the time. But we had been friends and friends is dearly what I wanted to remain. He got a ticket the day after we broke up and showed up at my high school (he had graduated, he's four years older than me) and blamed me

Re: the person who loved me

[kagome_angel]

I remember you mentioning this story on your own journal but you didn't really go into detail about this particular person. He actually makes me think of someone from my past, and that's kind of scary but also (and please please please don't think I mean this badly) kind of comforting to know that it's not just me that's had a similar problem. You know? I don't think it was fair of him at all to do you the way he did. You trusted him, and he definitely did wrong by you. You don't practically hold someone hostage and demand a kiss from them--not if you truly care for them

Re: the person who loved me

[iki_teru]

no, i absolutely get what you mean, because when I was 15 and cutting I hated myself and I hated the world and I felt like a complete and utter failure at life, but then one of the girls I went to school with and knew like, peripherally? We sat next to each other in world history and she passed me a note and it said "I saw your scars" and I sent her one back "please don't tell" and the reply I got was "I wouldn't, I do it too." and when I looked back at her, she had raised her shirt and showed me the things carved into her side

[iki_teru]

Here's a happy story about love

[kagome_angel]

This is so incredibly sweet. It's so nice to know that you are in a relationship like this and I know it's not perfect, but it works perfectly for you guys, right? It's so great that you were friends first--you are such a sweet and kind person, and you deserve friends that are good to you and I 100% believe that you deserve Duncan because he is obviously perfect for you. The relationship you two have makes me think of me and my husband, and that's a pretty amazing thing. :)

But this isn't meant to be about me so I won't continue to blah blah blah about myself. XD I wish you the absolute best, honey. If he doesn't pop the question, I totally support your decision to do so! <3333

[distorted_r]

lol so three years ago I was in the hot tub with my stupid drunk ass mother and a the security guy said he had a friend that might be interested in me. My mother gave the guy my number (we knew the guy fairly well). I met the guy's friend a few weeks later at a bakery/ lunch place for dinner. He really liked my boobs and nerdiness. I that he was good looking enough and I had just a few months prior gotten diagnosed with a bunch of mental disorders and so I was up for anything because the meds were making me go "fuck it who cares." I told him to get himself tested for all STDS and bring me proof of negatives. On my third date he did and we fucked in the back seat of his car on some dirt road then we went to his house and played rock band.

We are still together, but live seperately and shit. Maybe we will someday try living together when I get at least my BA. I don't know. lol I guess that is as romantic as I get heh

[kagome_angel]

Hahaha oh man, no... this is not the most romantic story I've heard, I'll admit that! :D But it's kind of sweet in its own way, and it works for you guys, right? I mean, you're happy, and that's all that matters!