Long-Ass Rant

[kagome_angel]

This is an entry that I am neither placing under a cut nor friends-locking. If I step on someone's toes, frankly, I don't give a fuck. This is my journal, and I'm going to fucking speak my mind. I will sometimes refrain from doing that in order to "keep the peace" and in order to keep from causing conflict, because I hate conflict. But you know

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[kagome_angel]

Thank you, you wonderful person, for commenting so nicely in regards to this post. I have no idea how you managed to stumble upon it, but please know that I appreciate your kind words.

I am a very non-confrontational person who is more often than not too kind for my own good. I've accepted this; it's part of who I am. I tend to let people run me over again and again before I finally stand up for myself. This post was not directed at any one person, but was rather directed at anyone who would judge me just because of who I am with. I am a bisexual woman with a preference for women, but it just so happens that I fell in love with an amazing guy and married him. At the time I wrote this entry, I had been pretty much bullied for months by individuals whom I thought were my friends, and they were giving me crap just because of the gender of the person I fell in love with.

I also lost another person whom I considered a dear friend (for eight years) shortly after I made this post. Apparently, I was very bitter and caustic and no longer worth her time because just standing up for myself in this manner and venting in my own journal made me a horrible person who she no longer wished to associate with. Nevermind that she never bothered to be concerned as to why I was speaking my mind so strongly, because I never ever get worked up like this if it isn't for a good reason.

I have since decided that people who are going to think I am awful just for standing up for myself and saying how I feel about the things that have been thrown in my face and shoved down my throat (and have hurt my heart in irreparable ways) are just not worth worrying about.

I'm sorry I'm just rambling at you; the whole point of this entire entry was just to say that if two people are happy together, then no other individual has the right to screw that up or to hate them for their happiness just because it's not the same as another's, or just because it isn't viewed as "normal".

Again, I thank you for your comment. :)