howards birthday..
was today, it was ok. afternoon me, mommy, and vic went out to get his presents from each of us. & i got myself my HIM CD. yay. i was happy. im listening to them all the time again. hah. um i made him cake and got him a CD he had wanted. and we had ice cream cake and i ate tons of food and now i feel disgusting from eating so much. but thats ok cause ill start dieting soon, hopefully. ><
i wanted to go to the mall tomorrow but asshole wont drive me. ugh. im stuck at his house the whole day now, and i was feeling soo much better not having to see him for the past two weeks. im gonna start looking for a job soon though. so i wont have to be thee as much. but i really want to start working so i can make some money, hopefully i can find somewhere that'll hire me when im not yet 16. maybe i can convince them. im gonna talk to the people in person so it looks better and maybe they'll hire me? we'll see. my moms taking me out somtime this week so we're gonna go to a bunch of stores and get applications and such, and i need to get working papers. yeah. i really want a job.
i wanted to go to the mall tomorrow but asshole wont drive me. ugh. im stuck at his house the whole day now, and i was feeling soo much better not having to see him for the past two weeks. im gonna start looking for a job soon though. so i wont have to be thee as much. but i really want to start working so i can make some money, hopefully i can find somewhere that'll hire me when im not yet 16. maybe i can convince them. im gonna talk to the people in person so it looks better and maybe they'll hire me? we'll see. my moms taking me out somtime this week so we're gonna go to a bunch of stores and get applications and such, and i need to get working papers. yeah. i really want a job.