eh.
i hate being confused, its the most irritating thing in the world. =/
he walked right by me today, i dont know if he saw me. it hurt but not as much as that time in june last year. but still, it hurt. i wanted to ask jay if andrews been alright but he was still taking his test when it was time to leave so i didnt. ive wanted to since he broke up with me but i dont want to sound like a stalker or anything. and i think he just really wants to forget me, get over me. but maybe i want that too. so maybe i can stop thinking about him and everything..i miss him though. its so stupid how you can miss someone and they basically ignore the fact that you exsist..i dont know. ranting again, but isnt that like the whole point of a journal? hah. sometimes forget that. i just wish i could stop thinking about him. i guess thats it.
i really need to diet, this is one thing i hate about fall and winter i tend to eat so much more with the baking and the holidays and such, it totally sucks but im looking forward to christmas, i need to start shopping and i cant wait to make my little goodie bags.
he walked right by me today, i dont know if he saw me. it hurt but not as much as that time in june last year. but still, it hurt. i wanted to ask jay if andrews been alright but he was still taking his test when it was time to leave so i didnt. ive wanted to since he broke up with me but i dont want to sound like a stalker or anything. and i think he just really wants to forget me, get over me. but maybe i want that too. so maybe i can stop thinking about him and everything..i miss him though. its so stupid how you can miss someone and they basically ignore the fact that you exsist..i dont know. ranting again, but isnt that like the whole point of a journal? hah. sometimes forget that. i just wish i could stop thinking about him. i guess thats it.
i really need to diet, this is one thing i hate about fall and winter i tend to eat so much more with the baking and the holidays and such, it totally sucks but im looking forward to christmas, i need to start shopping and i cant wait to make my little goodie bags.