John, John, John, John, John, John, John, JOHN!
God! Why do I always go after everything I CAN'T FUCKING HAVE?
In my case it's a guy named John. He's 26, gorgeous, sweet, has the freaking best body I have EVER seen (going to a dojo where guys change in plain view is somewhat of a bonus :D)and he is just so HOLYMOTHERFUCKINGSHITOFDOOM out of reach.
We've been friends or on speaking terms or something like that for the past 4 years and, I really don't know what the hell brought this on, but I suddenly wake up this morning and think "Wow, I think I have a crush on John".
He's probably got a girlfriend (although mum thinks he's really shy) but for some reason I just have this feeling that something bad is going to happen and something will change for the worse. He probably still thinks of me as a school girl
So: WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO?
Got to go everybody wants me to hurry the hell up and get to bed ;D
In my case it's a guy named John. He's 26, gorgeous, sweet, has the freaking best body I have EVER seen (going to a dojo where guys change in plain view is somewhat of a bonus :D)and he is just so HOLYMOTHERFUCKINGSHITOFDOOM out of reach.
We've been friends or on speaking terms or something like that for the past 4 years and, I really don't know what the hell brought this on, but I suddenly wake up this morning and think "Wow, I think I have a crush on John".
He's probably got a girlfriend (although mum thinks he's really shy) but for some reason I just have this feeling that something bad is going to happen and something will change for the worse. He probably still thinks of me as a school girl
So: WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO?
Got to go everybody wants me to hurry the hell up and get to bed ;D