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i want to be a teacher now. i want a real job and a real apartment with real furniture and my own appliances.
i need to buy a coffee maker. how do i not have one right now? i don't even know. i waste so much money buying coffee every morning and i don't even do cappuccino shit. straight black coffee. $1.25. almost $10 wasted every week on what would buy me coffee for a month.
i also need to start eating breakfast at home. throw on a deli-size bagel with cream cheese and that becomes almost $25 wasted just on weekday mornings alone. not to mention my fat, fat ass.
i feel a binge of bad behavior coming on. going to ladies' 80s last week made me realize how much i miss getting ridiculously wasted in public and making a high-energy ass out of myself. not that i've stopped by any means, i just miss doing it frequently. i should focus that energy into, i don't know, something constructive like exercising or planning out my life but drinking and dancing are a lot more fun. boo.
it's sad that wanting to be a teacher makes that behavior seem all the more appropriate. so many of my high school teachers struck me as permanent college kids who couldn't let go the lifestyle of keeping up with popular social trends and chasing eternal youth.
i need to buy a coffee maker. how do i not have one right now? i don't even know. i waste so much money buying coffee every morning and i don't even do cappuccino shit. straight black coffee. $1.25. almost $10 wasted every week on what would buy me coffee for a month.
i also need to start eating breakfast at home. throw on a deli-size bagel with cream cheese and that becomes almost $25 wasted just on weekday mornings alone. not to mention my fat, fat ass.
i feel a binge of bad behavior coming on. going to ladies' 80s last week made me realize how much i miss getting ridiculously wasted in public and making a high-energy ass out of myself. not that i've stopped by any means, i just miss doing it frequently. i should focus that energy into, i don't know, something constructive like exercising or planning out my life but drinking and dancing are a lot more fun. boo.
it's sad that wanting to be a teacher makes that behavior seem all the more appropriate. so many of my high school teachers struck me as permanent college kids who couldn't let go the lifestyle of keeping up with popular social trends and chasing eternal youth.