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kagebure

Oh great.

Mar 29, 2009 20:44

Another dance. Just what I needed-- more excuses to avoid the hell out of everyone. People will be squealing over dates and dresses and god knows what else, and I don't want anything to do with it. It's not like I'm looking for reasons to avoid everyone like the plague: these things just keep happening. I'm sure anyone who gives a damn (i.e. nobody ( Read more... )

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monotreme_101 March 30 2009, 04:28:29 UTC

Hey, you should come along. You might surprise yourself and enjoy it.

+~+Private+~+

I know you like your privacy and I know you've got problems with people in general, and I can relate. Not on the same level, but y'know... I can see where you're coming from. But I think if you tried to open up a little and spend some time letting yourself enjoy stuff, you'd have a better time of things.

And uhh... I hope this doesn't sound to weird or anything.. But you know Sonic and the rest of us actually LIKE having you around, don't you?

Private kagebure March 30 2009, 05:45:49 UTC

Yeah, I'm sure you all find me very entertaining...

Actually, I'm not gonna finish that sentence. Look. Maybe I should lighten up sometimes. Maybe I should try not being an asocial asshole all the time. But this is what I've been doing for as long as I can remember, and I'm sure as hell not changing my ways for Sonic and his band of technicolor critters. No offense.

I'd ask why you even bother talking to me like this, but then, I'm just one big cry for attention, ain't I?

... I'll try not being so fucking OUT THERE with my surliness, but I still don't see a point to a big dance like this. But I'm not gonna get all philosophical on you, so just... don't worry about me.

*STRONGLY CONSIDERS DELETING WHOLE REPLY, but hits Post before he can change his mind*

Re: Private monotreme_101 March 31 2009, 01:35:14 UTC

You say that like you think we see you as some sort of... I dunno. Sideshow. I can't speak for the others, but I have a lot of respect for you. It's not just anyone who could have faced off against the Biolizard. The number of lives you saved is unimaginable.

That's why I'm bothering, I guess. Respect. You can think what you want about me... Technicolor critter or whatever. But you've got some serious guts. And I can respect that.

Do what you want about the dance. But force of habit shouldn't keep you from spending time with people. I spent the first fifteen years of my life in solitude and I've found a lot of good in talking to others here.

Re: Private kagebure March 31 2009, 02:21:27 UTC

Yeah, way to make me sound like an asshole. Oh wait, I was doing that all on my own-- silly me.

Saving lives? I've never really cared about shit like that... or at least, I'd like to think that's the case, but I guess I just can't let myself be who I want to be...

How does one keep their past from dictating their future without letting go of what makes themselves, them?

Whatever. I need to think things over for a while. I'll see you around, I'm sure.

Re: Private monotreme_101 March 31 2009, 03:40:39 UTC

I think you do give a shit about saving lives.
Or you wouldn't have nearly lost yours doing what you did.

And I don't know much about past dictating future vs letting go of things... I'm not exactly a Psychologist. I guess my nature is to push my limits, and one of those limits was my ability to deal with people. Just because I was born alone, doesn't mean I gotta go out that way. I have a destiny and duty plotted out for me already... It was only recently that I realised that THAT doesn't have to be who I am. I've got choices, now. Options. You do too.. just... try not to discount them right off the bat. I guess that's all I'm saying.

Hey, if you ever wanna hang out or whatever, gimme a yell. We don't have to get all talky or whatever like this... this stuff would be weird to talk about face to face anyways. But.. Y'know... lift some weights, have a couple drinks. Just saying, offer's there.

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