just when i thought i'd not break the "no puke" streak...

[kage_n_jaybles]

i think after st. patty's day.. i'm gonna give drinking a little rest. this week was crazy. i was in panama.. i was sober approximately 30% of the time.. but didnt puke at all (and i treated this as an accomplishment).. however.. last night was ridiculous. i was chugging rum (chugging liquor apparently seems to be my new pastime). and i was beligerent.. again. (when i told myself earlier that day that i'd take it easy.) i apparently didnt stop after consuming a good amount of my FIFTH of rum. i went on to drink more beer, and then run from my brother with a shot of pucker in my hand, because i wanted to take it, and he didnt want me to.

so i ended up puking and crying.. a classic cherilyn situation. crying about some stupid shit, ie, "i love michael (my brother) so much, and he doesnt love me at all," using evidence such as: "i'm not even on his top 8 on myspace." yes, it was absurd.

dont get me wrong, i always have fun while drinking, and i love recalling the stupid shit i do in the morning.. but i mean, i think i need a little break.. i'm a little sick of being other people's burdens, and i'm a little sick of the choices i make while drunk.

so, after st. patty's day (a MUST drunken holiday), i think im gonna take it easy. and ease out of it for a while, only having maybe like one beer or something. but no more puking, crying, or chugging rum. my liver is going to die.