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so. im kinda unhappy with how this break has been going so far. i mean, no one should take that as an insult.. but i mean.. it feels like it was all tedious.. and wasted.
i mean, i enjoyed christmas and stuff.. but like.. ive been sick.. feeling like shit, spending all my money on stupid ass shit, and instead of calling one of the many people i promised i'd call to hang out.. ive been sitting on my ass. like i said, i have been ill.. but i mean.. im just disappointed in myself.
i feel like i didnt spend the time wisely.. and.. its just depressing that soon i have to be back in school, and have responsibility again.. and be away from my siblings and such..
its ironic how on every break that's longer than a weekend, i always find myself itching to go back to school at first, but as the end nears, i find myself reluctant to return.
i dont know what's wrong with me.
i mean, i enjoyed christmas and stuff.. but like.. ive been sick.. feeling like shit, spending all my money on stupid ass shit, and instead of calling one of the many people i promised i'd call to hang out.. ive been sitting on my ass. like i said, i have been ill.. but i mean.. im just disappointed in myself.
i feel like i didnt spend the time wisely.. and.. its just depressing that soon i have to be back in school, and have responsibility again.. and be away from my siblings and such..
its ironic how on every break that's longer than a weekend, i always find myself itching to go back to school at first, but as the end nears, i find myself reluctant to return.
i dont know what's wrong with me.