Oct 29, 2013 17:12
So since I last posted, the following has happened:
-Fell into debt.
-Had a nervous breakdown.
-Was put onto a new medication because of said breakdown. Medication actually works.
-Had an idea of where I was going in life.
-Lost an idea of where I was going in life.
-Been blamed by the East Indian group at work for the only-English rule while working (Punjabi is allowed on their breaks).
-Was briefly ostracized by the East Indian group.
-Been estranged from my mother, who feels I've betrayed her because I told her I won't pick sides between her and my ex-stepfather because I love them both.
-Realized my father still won't accept I'm a lesbian when he said I should make my movie night friend my boyfriend.
-Started seeing a therapist.
-Found out the woman I've been in love with since high school is engaged and had my heart shattered.
-Been strangely immobilized; I feel as though I'm wading through molasses and I can't do any writing, drawing, or worthwhile activities.
-Have been playing Pokemon X near obsessively to keep myself from GOING OUT OF MY GODDAMN MIND.
depression,
life