Bleh
I really do get seriously annoyed with my random bouts of depression. For some reason, I seem to be spending this weekend ranging from really anxious, to really really sad. ><
And it's weird, but I have trouble willing myself to comment on the vast amount of stories that have built up in my absence online. I normally love reading all the different stories at RaTs, but I just can't get the effort up to do it the last few days. I can't get myself to write either. I've got the most wonderful ideas flowing in my head but when I sit down with some form of a writing utensil, I can't coordinate my thoughts. It's frustrating, since I feel deprived of two things I love, reading and writing. It's daunting, because I want to write so bad but the pitiful results I've had from forcing myself have discouraged me.
Trying to figure out why I currently feel like this is just as aggravating. I feel disgruntled with myself for there not being any clear reason. Right now, I'm going to attribute it to lack of sleep, since it took me four tries to spell "normally" correctly.
Maybe I'm thinking too hard about it. Maybe I should try getting to bed early tonight.
I guess I'm going to go and finish up the little homework I have, eat, and then head to bed.
And it's weird, but I have trouble willing myself to comment on the vast amount of stories that have built up in my absence online. I normally love reading all the different stories at RaTs, but I just can't get the effort up to do it the last few days. I can't get myself to write either. I've got the most wonderful ideas flowing in my head but when I sit down with some form of a writing utensil, I can't coordinate my thoughts. It's frustrating, since I feel deprived of two things I love, reading and writing. It's daunting, because I want to write so bad but the pitiful results I've had from forcing myself have discouraged me.
Trying to figure out why I currently feel like this is just as aggravating. I feel disgruntled with myself for there not being any clear reason. Right now, I'm going to attribute it to lack of sleep, since it took me four tries to spell "normally" correctly.
Maybe I'm thinking too hard about it. Maybe I should try getting to bed early tonight.
I guess I'm going to go and finish up the little homework I have, eat, and then head to bed.