Vacation all I ever wanted...
Vacation has been going for about two weeks now. I have not done too much. The last thing I did with any of my friends was go sledding a few days ago. Before that, I cannot remember. I do not really get out much. It is not that I do not WANT to get out, it is just that I do not like calling people and saying, "Hey, come pick me up." It would feel like I was imposing. In addition, I still feel ashamed for when I upset Mel. I hope no one takes my seeming lack of interest in hanging out personally, I really do enjoy the company of all of them. Recently, however, I have been hiding in my room to keep from getting sick. I survived longer than my dad, but with four other people sick, it was only a matter of time. I am not... destroyed by it, like most people are by sickness. It is simply an annoyance. Stupid cough.
Relating to emotional crud, there have been some things on my mind. Mainly stuff to do with injustices done to or within my family. There is also a frustration with myself. I probably seem a bit more withdrawn or quiet than usual, but I assure anyone who has noticed that I am not stuck in a depression. I am merely analyzing the situation, the causes of these circumstances, and their effects. I feel more or less content despite these thoughts.
I have started reading again. I read two novels in three days. Both were Star Wars novels >_>, but it does not really matter so long as I am stimulating my imagination somehow. I had nearly forgotten how nice it is to read. I am hoping my mom could find my X Wing: Rogue Squadron book so I could begin that series (I have the second in the series here, but I believe the other is at my mom's house). Yes, a rather sudden re-interest in Star Wars. If anything, it will help me run a better Star Wars RPG... that is, if I can get a lasting Star Wars RPG going.
Relating to emotional crud, there have been some things on my mind. Mainly stuff to do with injustices done to or within my family. There is also a frustration with myself. I probably seem a bit more withdrawn or quiet than usual, but I assure anyone who has noticed that I am not stuck in a depression. I am merely analyzing the situation, the causes of these circumstances, and their effects. I feel more or less content despite these thoughts.
I have started reading again. I read two novels in three days. Both were Star Wars novels >_>, but it does not really matter so long as I am stimulating my imagination somehow. I had nearly forgotten how nice it is to read. I am hoping my mom could find my X Wing: Rogue Squadron book so I could begin that series (I have the second in the series here, but I believe the other is at my mom's house). Yes, a rather sudden re-interest in Star Wars. If anything, it will help me run a better Star Wars RPG... that is, if I can get a lasting Star Wars RPG going.