the holes i can't mend

[kagamiwa]

exo, lay-centric
1950w, g
(yeah, everything goes away.)

Comments

[kagamiwa]

really I almost cried watching the call me baby mv bc all I could think of was that lu han and kris weren't there anymore and then the fic really wrote itself

there aren't a lot of taoxing moments and I feel like xinghan were really close so I imagined it that way. and you could kind of tell by the way xing was acting before and after han left that he already kind of knew ?? or at the very least he saw it coming, and I think that would hurt him more thinking that lu han would still leave even after kris 'abandoned' them

ahh I have so many feels right now

but thank you for reading and commenting !! I really really super appreciate it <3

[kagamiwa]

oh I know what you mean, I'm probably reading too much into things too bc half of what we think they're feeling might not even be real lol but I now that right now one of my close friends left for a different uni and I miss him like crazy so I think that China-line would definitely be feeling it right now.

obviously I'm just projecting alot of my own feelings into xing right now ahha I LOVE WRITING ABOUT PLATONIC RELATIONSHIPS I LOVE PLATONIC RELATIONSHIPS

that's very sweet of you, thank you :') I always think I'm clumsy with words idk probably some kind of complex haha

and yes I will post it to the gen comm bc ellie is making me :p

[kagamiwa]

CAN WE JUST WRITE ABOUT CHINA-LINE FOREVER I COULD WRITE ABOUT THEM AND THEIR DYNAMICS FOREVER I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

[w_anderingheart]

Okay. I.
Okay.

um.
I don't usually leave comments unless I have something to say, but honestly I have so many things to say that I can't even form a comment.

All the thematic elements that go along with this situation were executed perfectly. The relationships especially felt very real. Each sentence seemed to flow perfectly right into the next. And above all, I'm just really impressed with your portrayal of Lay's character and his inner conflict.

The question you posed as well about loyalty and of course about what's real and not real, which is such a large part about the entertainment world and you tied it into their personal struggles. Then also, the whole idea of where your values lie etc. The structure and sequencing and pacing all reflect this. ahhhhh TT

Basically, the whole story feels realistic and understandable, and the simple prose is so well-done!

I don't even know what to say but i'm thoroughly enamoured by this piece.
x

[kagamiwa]

;A;

/blushes/

I don't know what to say really, I never know how to respond to compliments but THANK YOU. Your comment totally made my day and honestly this is the first gen-fic I've ever published so I was really nervous about it. But when I watched the new MV I really felt the urge to write this because so much pain and I miss Lu Han

Really, really, really, I'm glad you managed to pick out the little details it makes me so happy ♥

Ugh I'm like Jackson when he got that allkpop award, I don't even know what I'm saying but thank you for reading and commenting!

[destinylolo]

ohmygod

[kagamiwa]

wow thanks so much for the great comment !! honestly I wrote this when the call me baby first dropped because suddenly everyone was noticing xing and it just made me sad that it had to be this way :( also I never believed in taokris lmao like I'm sure they were got along well but I feel like they weren't really good friends in the way laykrishan were

I'm just really glad you picked up on all the little details, your comment really made my day \(//∇//)\

and of course you can post some prompts !!!!! it's an open invitation <3