poo
yea i dunno so i've got a few mins before class so whatever. today was alright, just a bit sleepy, i have to paint like a crazy person tomorrow, i have to turn in this piece of my ap class to enter in this contest, its actually a graded part for our class. and such...the begining of the day was ok, nothing really much to do, i need to pick up this novel,(i should have done it on saturday) grr. anyways...the rest of the day was bleh, daniel attacked me with dry pastel today...=_= oh boy. that dickweed hah. anyways...i was thinking about somethings to my self today...i decided to stop before i get too sad about things...i dont even know whats going on so whats there to get sad about? i mean sure im paranoid as hell about everything, and i mean everything but its mostly the other things that im freaked out about. maybe i want to much to fast. i dunno how anything is suppose to work, im not this huge expert on like guys and whatever. maybe i should ask tiffany haha. though ill most likely get something like...i dunno...grr...im sad shes not around all the time, like 5 mins from me anymore, another thing that makes me sad. i cant event hink of what she would say with my current dilema,nothing current about it though, i have always been looking for someone to fill the gap. and as dirty as that sounds, its not meant to be OK! hah. ick im tired of hearing my self bitch about the same things, but i mean who else am i going to tell, i don't like bothering people with stuff i think is trivial. well how can things that are so 'trivial' just bug the crap out of me, and like my dad would listen to me, sure he would listen but i dont think he would get it, thought maybe he would now...i dunno. ugh...i just dont feel like hanging around allot of people now, but i dont want to get back into that secluded thing, and i need to stop talking to people who tend to make me think about things that make me feel like crap. and i really want that fuckin cherry icee. maybe ill drive myself on up there to get it. ^_^ hahah omg.....
this has to stop.
this has to stop.