wooo.

[kaeti_havok]

tiffanys gone. i went out to eat with her and her bf last night. holy shit chinese food and sushi. damn it was good. i think i ate too much sushi. x_x when i went home, tiffany walked me to my door....and started crying. i lost it and started crying. she hugged and i dunno if i heard "come back and get me" or myself saying "we're going to go get you". then i walked in my house, my dad and his gf were just staring at me. then...i started crying...again. my dasd like 'whats wrong?!?!' and i just point at the front door tying to hide my face in my hoodie. i was SOOOO embaressed. i hate crying in front of people. my dad still didnt get it. all i could say was "tiffany.." and he got up and hugged me. i didnt have time to finish studying for government. i just took a shower. and feel asleep. all this morning i felt like i was on the edge of crying. you know how you feel when your about to cry and your throat feels funny? that was me all morning...

anyways...winter break, my birthday is january first...im looking for people to celebrate it with. me and pattey style hah. well its friday...im going to find something to do.

i miss you face...