ugh
i know my journal looks kinda shity but i got sick of messing with it. im tired.
so i went to a concert with my dad last night. we went to see the transiberian orchestra. it was really cool, it was like heavy metal christmas, and stuff. i liked all the lights and FIRE! ^_^ anyways i had a good time. me and my dad don't do much so i knew if felt good for me to go with him. we too the corvette down town too haha. he drives so crazy. but he knows what hes doing. he raced his trans am for a year and a half. anyways on the way back he let me play HIM loud. we got home around 11pm and i knew i was going to hate tomorrow. but he said sometime this week i could take a day off and spend it with tiffany, she leaves on friday. in the morning, 6am. so i got to sleep in today, i couldnt get ahold of tiffany so i guess...tomorrow were doing something, better tell my dad im going to tiffanys house.
i get out at 11.30 tomorrow. cool huh, luckily i have easy exams, the reason i could only take today off. tomorrow is english and drawing 4 haha. im going to study for other exams, and tomorrow im going to the mall with tiffany, im going to buy a HIM shirt I heard rumored was at hottopic, hell arent they conveinient and ill of course go see chris. or if im pissed cause the shirt isnt in my size, ill but a set of bigger plugs like 4s or something, red or hot pink that would be cool. i was looking at them online. i need to make a christmas whish list. hrmm. ill do that tomorrow too. i love ffx. haha sorry. I AM A NERD.
wow im totally 18 in like...a couple of weeks. I want a tattoo either a heartagram or finish off my other shoulder. NOW if i could get a bf by that time then ill be set. but APRENTLY i dont have good luck. i am still smacking myself in the head for the last adventure with a guy. -_-~ boy do i pull some rather dumb moves. Pattey and I figured it out, we want more mature relationships than most guys want. Tiffany too. were all sappy fucks, we want love, compassion. a person you have allot in common with but soo much different as well. the ability to connect i guess. its not just about the sex, which...were not going there.*ahem* -_-, though can't say who to blame is, the situation could have been. you would think sex would be better with a person you absolutly love. i bet it would be. who knows?
oh p.s FUCK YOU!
so i went to a concert with my dad last night. we went to see the transiberian orchestra. it was really cool, it was like heavy metal christmas, and stuff. i liked all the lights and FIRE! ^_^ anyways i had a good time. me and my dad don't do much so i knew if felt good for me to go with him. we too the corvette down town too haha. he drives so crazy. but he knows what hes doing. he raced his trans am for a year and a half. anyways on the way back he let me play HIM loud. we got home around 11pm and i knew i was going to hate tomorrow. but he said sometime this week i could take a day off and spend it with tiffany, she leaves on friday. in the morning, 6am. so i got to sleep in today, i couldnt get ahold of tiffany so i guess...tomorrow were doing something, better tell my dad im going to tiffanys house.
i get out at 11.30 tomorrow. cool huh, luckily i have easy exams, the reason i could only take today off. tomorrow is english and drawing 4 haha. im going to study for other exams, and tomorrow im going to the mall with tiffany, im going to buy a HIM shirt I heard rumored was at hottopic, hell arent they conveinient and ill of course go see chris. or if im pissed cause the shirt isnt in my size, ill but a set of bigger plugs like 4s or something, red or hot pink that would be cool. i was looking at them online. i need to make a christmas whish list. hrmm. ill do that tomorrow too. i love ffx. haha sorry. I AM A NERD.
wow im totally 18 in like...a couple of weeks. I want a tattoo either a heartagram or finish off my other shoulder. NOW if i could get a bf by that time then ill be set. but APRENTLY i dont have good luck. i am still smacking myself in the head for the last adventure with a guy. -_-~ boy do i pull some rather dumb moves. Pattey and I figured it out, we want more mature relationships than most guys want. Tiffany too. were all sappy fucks, we want love, compassion. a person you have allot in common with but soo much different as well. the ability to connect i guess. its not just about the sex, which...were not going there.*ahem* -_-, though can't say who to blame is, the situation could have been. you would think sex would be better with a person you absolutly love. i bet it would be. who knows?
oh p.s FUCK YOU!