I'm super thanks for asking...
Well, I dunno if I am super or not but I am in a pretty nice mood right. Last night I had the most amazing conversation with my father!?!?. I told him how my Aunt and the other side of the family was treating me. I was sooo worried I was doing something wrong, screwing up or not making them happy. She disowned me from the family, again. *sigh* I dunno, it is really hard to talk to people you care about when all they do is make you feel bad about yourself, talk down to you or put woa major guilt trips on you. I dunno what to do. He told me it wasnt my fault, but that one day I would have to be the bigger person and take that first step to 'forgive and forget'.
On the other hand. I brought up Jake, mind you, I don't make any assumptions when it comes to that boy. Hmmm that boy...HAHAHA. Ahh, I love him I do, and apperently he does too. Don't ask me what kind, I am not sure yet. I hope to find out soon. ANYWAYS. I straightened my dad our on the details, yes I event told my dad how much I cared for him, and he didnt laugh at me lol. I was soo happy to be ablt to talk to my father like that. I don't have a mom to talk to about these things, so my dad will have to do, and I don't mind talking to him about it. He is a great person I know that, I mean I may joke about how much of a bonghole he is but really hes not. heh.
Another note.......this like 15 year old little skater kid asked me and tiffany to flash him and if we wore thongs....gah...we offered him some free porn. WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THE SKATER KIDS AND LIKE HUMAN FECES???? gah my little brother!!! his IM name is poop rental and he was trying to sell me a wad of shit for like 25 dollars.....pfft???
On the other hand. I brought up Jake, mind you, I don't make any assumptions when it comes to that boy. Hmmm that boy...HAHAHA. Ahh, I love him I do, and apperently he does too. Don't ask me what kind, I am not sure yet. I hope to find out soon. ANYWAYS. I straightened my dad our on the details, yes I event told my dad how much I cared for him, and he didnt laugh at me lol. I was soo happy to be ablt to talk to my father like that. I don't have a mom to talk to about these things, so my dad will have to do, and I don't mind talking to him about it. He is a great person I know that, I mean I may joke about how much of a bonghole he is but really hes not. heh.
Another note.......this like 15 year old little skater kid asked me and tiffany to flash him and if we wore thongs....gah...we offered him some free porn. WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THE SKATER KIDS AND LIKE HUMAN FECES???? gah my little brother!!! his IM name is poop rental and he was trying to sell me a wad of shit for like 25 dollars.....pfft???