Kaeru (I return home)
I have graduated. High school is over
I'M OUT
goodbye Catlin!!!!!!!!!!
Celebrations have been lame, with everyone havign so much fun except little me, feeling left out and fairly lonely
I don't really fit in anywhere, I guess. I never did, really... from dinosaurs to my little ponies to geekness
But now I'm home, with my mom, just the two of us.
I hadn't wanted to be anywhere else, really, since my mom's been becoming herself again (she's not talking liek a hic so much anymore
and in fact she seems happy) =D
So we went out to rent a video (i convinced her to walk cuz the sun was setting all pretty in coral and gold)
On the way back we walked in silence and it was dark
I was so happy.. or so content (yes content is better, because I didn't need to smile)
but as we walked up this hill I imagined what it would be like if a giant meteor hit the earth, or if some sort of disaster happened
and how it would rush over that hill and wipe us out in an instant
unfinished
with the movie still unwatched
and all the other movies I had decided to rent next time
and the Indian dinner my mom said she'd make tomorrow
and I would die right when my life finally seemed to be comign together
when my mom is really starting to get back to normal
before I've even had a boyfriend yet
but of course nothing happened
and now I'm home
and my mom's eating cookies
I think I'm gonna watch the movie now ^_~
I'M OUT
goodbye Catlin!!!!!!!!!!
Celebrations have been lame, with everyone havign so much fun except little me, feeling left out and fairly lonely
I don't really fit in anywhere, I guess. I never did, really... from dinosaurs to my little ponies to geekness
But now I'm home, with my mom, just the two of us.
I hadn't wanted to be anywhere else, really, since my mom's been becoming herself again (she's not talking liek a hic so much anymore
and in fact she seems happy) =D
So we went out to rent a video (i convinced her to walk cuz the sun was setting all pretty in coral and gold)
On the way back we walked in silence and it was dark
I was so happy.. or so content (yes content is better, because I didn't need to smile)
but as we walked up this hill I imagined what it would be like if a giant meteor hit the earth, or if some sort of disaster happened
and how it would rush over that hill and wipe us out in an instant
unfinished
with the movie still unwatched
and all the other movies I had decided to rent next time
and the Indian dinner my mom said she'd make tomorrow
and I would die right when my life finally seemed to be comign together
when my mom is really starting to get back to normal
before I've even had a boyfriend yet
but of course nothing happened
and now I'm home
and my mom's eating cookies
I think I'm gonna watch the movie now ^_~