WHAT THAPPEND LAST NIGHT?
so i went over to ryans earlier, and left because i was worried about what would happen if me and kimber were around each other again. And I know i was the one that escaladed the situation last time. So yes i think i overreacted. Anyways, he was trying to convince me it would be ok, and he didnt want to leave anyone out. Well i fixed that, got my shit and left. (drinking on the way there) Went to dericks, ended up going back out to ryans because i realized i was being obnoxious. (drinking even more then too) BY the time i get there im well on my way to belligerence, and even more so after a few minutes there. GOSH then somehow i ended up on the roof because i was getting upset and just wanted to calm myself. My alcohol kicked in like no other and i forgot why i was even up there in the first place. It was so much fun though playing around up there! hahah there was like four of us sitting on the peak of the room just bsing for a while. Then i wanted to leave after ryan drug me down from my fun and wouldnt give me my keys (THANKS SO MUCH!) so i started running. Dustin decided to come on this adventure with me. (first i was carrying my beam and coke but i left those behind, no MIP's while running around on the streets barefoot drunk) we almost got to the stop sign, but i decided to turn back after we saw ryan and kali taking my car home. Dustin drove me home and i got in my house and my car had magically appeared in my garage! my friends are amazing, if only i treated them better:( ok, i manage to get to sleep waking up at 8, realizing i missed ACT's. but there was no possible way i could have gone. Now i dont know where my phone is and im stuck feeling like shit about the whole thing. I keep making things worse and worse. Something has to change. sorry for the weird entry.