First off, it's difficult at best when half your friends and half your activities are "gay". And I don't mean homosexual. I mean "gay", as in lifestyle, not as in that small percentage of you that is the boy-liking part versus the greater part of you who is so much fucking more. You're summering in a gay ghetto. I love Provincetown, I ache for it, yearn for it, but not because of the gays. Not really. I like the nuances, the art, the gardens, the throngs of people in season and the deathly silence off-season. I like the Atlantic. I like the bay. I like the lighthouses. Getting nonsensical sex without a shrug is just a given. But I can get that in North Carolina, NYC, Europe, CT, wherever. Pardon me, Ian, but I think the majority of your depression stems from the Gays Of Our Lives.
If only 10% of your identity is your sex life, then only 10% of your time should be applied to such.
Consider this, 95% of all mankind thinks I'm a bitch. And 95% of the time I am. But I care about my friends. You included. And you have what we'll politely call "P-townitis". The people who work at Disneyland aren't nearly as thrilled to be there as the tourists are. Why should gay Disneyland be any different?
Yeah, I think you're right on that one. I dunno, I'm just not enjoying P-Town like I did last year. I find myself very apathetic about everything concerning activites that I usually enjoy, such as clubbing, shopping, and the other "gay" things around here. Since I'm so disinterested in hooking up with anyone, that's yet another "attraction" of P-Town that I am not enjoying. Perhaps I'm just in the wrong place for the summer... or, perhaps I can go find some non-gay activities. I love the galleries, I haven't been to the beach yet, and maybe I'll even take the dune tour or see the monument.
Brandon, you are fabulous, and don't ever let anyone tell you different.
If only 10% of your identity is your sex life, then only 10% of your time should be applied to such.
Consider this, 95% of all mankind thinks I'm a bitch. And 95% of the time I am. But I care about my friends. You included. And you have what we'll politely call "P-townitis". The people who work at Disneyland aren't nearly as thrilled to be there as the tourists are. Why should gay Disneyland be any different?
Anyway, add me as a friend, and call me soon.
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Brandon, you are fabulous, and don't ever let anyone tell you different.
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