Hmmm.
Its incredible to see how immature I was back in 2005, when I wrote the last entry on here..
And Im sure that in another four years or so, Ill look back on this entry, yet again, and say the same thing.
But uh. There is absolutely no way that I could possibly update my life for the past four years since my last post in one sitting.
But in a very short summary..I hated the majority of what high school put forth in front of me. I enjoyed drama a little bit when I was in the shows, despite the incredible stress and frustration that came along with it. School kissed my ass. It wasnt that the work was too hard, but more that I consistently had no motivation to do any of the work most of the time. But somehow I still came out of it all with good grades and my degree..so Im happy. The art department is probably what got me through the last two years of it all. Cant thank Lantz and Gyles enough on that part. They were wonderful to me.
Life in general was just a giant ball of stress all the way through those four years..I was quite depressed for most of it. Didnt make it much fun. But thats why I drowned myself in dance as much as possible.
I had a longterm relationship my last year. He was both the best and worst thing to happen to me. I dont regret any of it. I loved him. He took care of me. Great person underneath the layers and masks. Its taken me an incredible amount of time to get over it and to know that we arent meant to be more than friends..and Im finally okay with that. But I thank him for everything that he's done for me. Ill never forget it.
As for now. Im living in Brooklyn. 2nd semester at Pratt Institute. I love it. Ive learned an astounding amount of things about myself since Ive been here. Now that Im away from my crazy home life, Ive started a much more relaxed, stress-reduced enviornment for myself. And it seems to work quite well. I actually feel somewhat normal for the first time in years. Its a nice feeling. I could get used to it..hah.
As for what Im doing here at Pratt..I havent got a clue yet. Well, I do. But Im far from making a final decision. Unfortunately I dont have that much more time to work that out and make a decision..but I have faith that It'll come together eventually.
Im not dancing as much as Id like to lately. Havent been going to classes. Somehow sleeping in with Benjamin has been much more appealing..
But Dance Club is starting up again, and Im teaching this coming week, so I've got to get my ass together. But having the advantage of being in the city is just incredible. And dancing at Broadway Dance Center regularly during the year is like a dream.
Ill probably be doing the BDC internship this summer..itll be two months of pretty intense dancing..but it will definitely be good for me I think. No more Rock School. Ive gone three times now..been accepted five times. I think Ive already overdone it eh? Time to give it up. Ill have Tracie at the internship program.
And what am I currently doing? building Menger Sponge models and Tetrahedrons and whatnot for 3D at 3:30 in the morning. Waiting for Benjamin to come back home, or call for me to pick him up.
Life is good so far. :]
And Im sure that in another four years or so, Ill look back on this entry, yet again, and say the same thing.
But uh. There is absolutely no way that I could possibly update my life for the past four years since my last post in one sitting.
But in a very short summary..I hated the majority of what high school put forth in front of me. I enjoyed drama a little bit when I was in the shows, despite the incredible stress and frustration that came along with it. School kissed my ass. It wasnt that the work was too hard, but more that I consistently had no motivation to do any of the work most of the time. But somehow I still came out of it all with good grades and my degree..so Im happy. The art department is probably what got me through the last two years of it all. Cant thank Lantz and Gyles enough on that part. They were wonderful to me.
Life in general was just a giant ball of stress all the way through those four years..I was quite depressed for most of it. Didnt make it much fun. But thats why I drowned myself in dance as much as possible.
I had a longterm relationship my last year. He was both the best and worst thing to happen to me. I dont regret any of it. I loved him. He took care of me. Great person underneath the layers and masks. Its taken me an incredible amount of time to get over it and to know that we arent meant to be more than friends..and Im finally okay with that. But I thank him for everything that he's done for me. Ill never forget it.
As for now. Im living in Brooklyn. 2nd semester at Pratt Institute. I love it. Ive learned an astounding amount of things about myself since Ive been here. Now that Im away from my crazy home life, Ive started a much more relaxed, stress-reduced enviornment for myself. And it seems to work quite well. I actually feel somewhat normal for the first time in years. Its a nice feeling. I could get used to it..hah.
As for what Im doing here at Pratt..I havent got a clue yet. Well, I do. But Im far from making a final decision. Unfortunately I dont have that much more time to work that out and make a decision..but I have faith that It'll come together eventually.
Im not dancing as much as Id like to lately. Havent been going to classes. Somehow sleeping in with Benjamin has been much more appealing..
But Dance Club is starting up again, and Im teaching this coming week, so I've got to get my ass together. But having the advantage of being in the city is just incredible. And dancing at Broadway Dance Center regularly during the year is like a dream.
Ill probably be doing the BDC internship this summer..itll be two months of pretty intense dancing..but it will definitely be good for me I think. No more Rock School. Ive gone three times now..been accepted five times. I think Ive already overdone it eh? Time to give it up. Ill have Tracie at the internship program.
And what am I currently doing? building Menger Sponge models and Tetrahedrons and whatnot for 3D at 3:30 in the morning. Waiting for Benjamin to come back home, or call for me to pick him up.
Life is good so far. :]