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So the roommate and I got into the other day...he was really drunk...as always (Why am I always attracted to drunks or drug users or people with just serious issues?...maybe those are the only ones that exist...anyway)....so he started yelling at me because I love allan and not him which he knew coming in so I don't see why he should be upset about it...but considering the fact that I'm putting him up until he finds a job and can pay the fucking rent...I don't know what else he wants from me because that is all I can promise.....everyone wants something that I can't give.....Beth wants me to move to mississippi which I can't promise, Allan wants me to not be pissed which I definitely can't do...and the roommate wants me to promise that I will one day feel more for him than I do now....which I also can't promise....my parents want me to be my brother....and I just want to exist...on the upside...I smell like mangos and honey....and I don't care what they say about the crest no alcohol mouth wash...it still burns.