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"I could not love thee, dear, so much, loved I not honor more."
I was laying on my back last night choking on my own coughs and I had remembered something....laying on my back on the floor or bri's house hacking my lungs up and nate yelling at me and making me sit up so I wouldn't choke.....it was a nice memory...and I fell asleep cradled in the knowledge that I mattered...sometimes I wonder...especially here where I have nothing....practically no one.....I wonder if I make any difference at all....it's memories like that that help me remember why I care about people.... and that people really do care about me
I was laying on my back last night choking on my own coughs and I had remembered something....laying on my back on the floor or bri's house hacking my lungs up and nate yelling at me and making me sit up so I wouldn't choke.....it was a nice memory...and I fell asleep cradled in the knowledge that I mattered...sometimes I wonder...especially here where I have nothing....practically no one.....I wonder if I make any difference at all....it's memories like that that help me remember why I care about people.... and that people really do care about me