SCARED TO DEATH!!!!
Well this weekend was prolly the 2nd worst weekend of my life...I really appricitae everything i have in life and life itself now!
Friday: We had cheerleading try-outs and i MADE IT!! i was really nerves but after i got done with doing everything i felt alot better. We had to stay after tell like 8:00 to get camp clothes and uniforms it wasn't to bad just glad be got it all out of the way....then i went to mcdonalds after words...with sarah, micheal and cody...befor we got there though ...we went through the 4-way and i seen someone ( well not really i seen the truck) that wasn't good the nite went down hill from there cause all i could think about was him and how we are not together and how he is now with someone eles....which really hurts...but i can't do anything to change it i would like to though..but its clear to me now that no matter what i say or what do will change that. I just hope that he is happy with her and that she treats him better than i did. Cause like he told me....you never really know how much you care and love someone until there are not there any more...that is sooooo true! And i know i know....and that is what hurts the most.....well i need to stop talkin about his and try and move on which i don't want to do but i need to.
Saturday: THE SCAREST DAY EVER!!! SATURDAY I WAS WATCHING THE UOFL GAME AND EVERTHING AND AND CODY CAME TO GET ME TO TAKE ME TO LUCAS'S HE WAS HAVING A LIL GET TOGETHER. IT WAS ALL GOOD YOU KNOW HANGING WITH FRIENDS FOR A LIL WHILE THEN IT WAS TIME TO LEAVE. CODY SAID HE WOULD TAKE ME HOME SENCE I COULDN'T GET A HOLD OF SARAH TO TELL HER HOW TO GET THERE...BUT WE WERE LEAVING EVERTHING WAS GOING FINE JUST LIKE ANY OTHER NITE....WELL THAT IS WHAT I THOUGHT. WE WENT THROUGHT I 4-WAY AND EVERYTHING HEADING TO CORYDON TALKIN LISITING TO THE RADIO AND HAVING A GOOD TIME GOING ON ELIZ-MIDDLETOWN ROAD RIGHT AFTER THE FIRS BIG CURVE WE WENT OVER THE FIRST HILL FINE AND NEXT ONE WELL....ITS REALLY HARD TO SAY I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW IT ALL HAPPENED BUT THE NEXT THING I KNOW IS THAT WE ARE HEADED STRAIGHT TOWARS AND TELEPHONE POLE AND THERE WAS NOTHING EITHER ON OF US COULD DO. MY SIDE HIT THE POLE AND THEN WE JUST STARTED SPINNING...I THINK WE EVER MIGHT HAVE ROLLED IT WAS JUST SOOO HARD TO TELL WITH ALL THE BANGING AND EVERYTHING. WHEN THE CAR STOPED THERE WAS POWEDER FROM THE AIRBAGS EVERY WHERE AND WHEN I LOOKED DOWN CODY WAS LAYING MY MY LAP I THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD THAT IS WHAT CAME TO MIND FIRST. I LIFTED HIM UP AND STARTED SKREMMING I HAD NO IDEA WHAT TO DO HE WAS NOT RESPONDING TO ME AND SO I JUST THOUGHT HE WAS KNOCKED OUT SO I SLAPED HIM I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT ELES TO DO...I JUST SLAPPED HIM LIKE 10 TIMES TRYING TO GET HIM TO WAKE UP.........THEN I DID CPR AND SLAPED HIM AGAIN AND HE STARTED TO WAKE UP OR COME TO IDK WHAT YOU WOULD CAL IT..THE POLICE CAME ABLINANCE AND I HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL IN TEH ABLINANCE CAUSE MY MOM WANTED TO MAKE SURE MY BACK WAS OK... BUT CODY'S TRUCK IS TOTALED AND WHEN WE HIT THE POLE IT SNAPED IN HALF AND LIKE LANDED RIGHT ON ITSELF AGAIN IT WAS REALLY SCARY THAT NITE...I HAVE NEVER BEEN MORE SCARED...I JUST THANK MY LUKCY STARS AND THANK GOD THAT WE ARE BOTH ALIVE CAUSE WE COULD HAVE DIED THAT NITE AND WE ARE JUST SO LUCKY...SO EVERYONE PLEASE BE CAREFULL ON ELIZABETH - NEW MIDDLETOWN ROAD AND DRIVE SAFE...
LUV YA
KAELA
Friday: We had cheerleading try-outs and i MADE IT!! i was really nerves but after i got done with doing everything i felt alot better. We had to stay after tell like 8:00 to get camp clothes and uniforms it wasn't to bad just glad be got it all out of the way....then i went to mcdonalds after words...with sarah, micheal and cody...befor we got there though ...we went through the 4-way and i seen someone ( well not really i seen the truck) that wasn't good the nite went down hill from there cause all i could think about was him and how we are not together and how he is now with someone eles....which really hurts...but i can't do anything to change it i would like to though..but its clear to me now that no matter what i say or what do will change that. I just hope that he is happy with her and that she treats him better than i did. Cause like he told me....you never really know how much you care and love someone until there are not there any more...that is sooooo true! And i know i know....and that is what hurts the most.....well i need to stop talkin about his and try and move on which i don't want to do but i need to.
Saturday: THE SCAREST DAY EVER!!! SATURDAY I WAS WATCHING THE UOFL GAME AND EVERTHING AND AND CODY CAME TO GET ME TO TAKE ME TO LUCAS'S HE WAS HAVING A LIL GET TOGETHER. IT WAS ALL GOOD YOU KNOW HANGING WITH FRIENDS FOR A LIL WHILE THEN IT WAS TIME TO LEAVE. CODY SAID HE WOULD TAKE ME HOME SENCE I COULDN'T GET A HOLD OF SARAH TO TELL HER HOW TO GET THERE...BUT WE WERE LEAVING EVERTHING WAS GOING FINE JUST LIKE ANY OTHER NITE....WELL THAT IS WHAT I THOUGHT. WE WENT THROUGHT I 4-WAY AND EVERYTHING HEADING TO CORYDON TALKIN LISITING TO THE RADIO AND HAVING A GOOD TIME GOING ON ELIZ-MIDDLETOWN ROAD RIGHT AFTER THE FIRS BIG CURVE WE WENT OVER THE FIRST HILL FINE AND NEXT ONE WELL....ITS REALLY HARD TO SAY I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW IT ALL HAPPENED BUT THE NEXT THING I KNOW IS THAT WE ARE HEADED STRAIGHT TOWARS AND TELEPHONE POLE AND THERE WAS NOTHING EITHER ON OF US COULD DO. MY SIDE HIT THE POLE AND THEN WE JUST STARTED SPINNING...I THINK WE EVER MIGHT HAVE ROLLED IT WAS JUST SOOO HARD TO TELL WITH ALL THE BANGING AND EVERYTHING. WHEN THE CAR STOPED THERE WAS POWEDER FROM THE AIRBAGS EVERY WHERE AND WHEN I LOOKED DOWN CODY WAS LAYING MY MY LAP I THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD THAT IS WHAT CAME TO MIND FIRST. I LIFTED HIM UP AND STARTED SKREMMING I HAD NO IDEA WHAT TO DO HE WAS NOT RESPONDING TO ME AND SO I JUST THOUGHT HE WAS KNOCKED OUT SO I SLAPED HIM I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT ELES TO DO...I JUST SLAPPED HIM LIKE 10 TIMES TRYING TO GET HIM TO WAKE UP.........THEN I DID CPR AND SLAPED HIM AGAIN AND HE STARTED TO WAKE UP OR COME TO IDK WHAT YOU WOULD CAL IT..THE POLICE CAME ABLINANCE AND I HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL IN TEH ABLINANCE CAUSE MY MOM WANTED TO MAKE SURE MY BACK WAS OK... BUT CODY'S TRUCK IS TOTALED AND WHEN WE HIT THE POLE IT SNAPED IN HALF AND LIKE LANDED RIGHT ON ITSELF AGAIN IT WAS REALLY SCARY THAT NITE...I HAVE NEVER BEEN MORE SCARED...I JUST THANK MY LUKCY STARS AND THANK GOD THAT WE ARE BOTH ALIVE CAUSE WE COULD HAVE DIED THAT NITE AND WE ARE JUST SO LUCKY...SO EVERYONE PLEASE BE CAREFULL ON ELIZABETH - NEW MIDDLETOWN ROAD AND DRIVE SAFE...
LUV YA
KAELA