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all the pieces in my head dont fit togeher... was in the hot tub.. listening to dirty dancing havana nights.. reading my teen vogue and here was this article on friendship it was called the buddy system and how are friendships over orcan they be repaired? then i just read kirsties livejournal.... and we have changed and i take it and i love who everyone has become. but it dosent mean that we all cant get togther and have a good time.. we dont need " group" meetings aabout eachother.. we needto come to each others faces and be honest( as kirstie was saying) but we havent been doing that.. and im still pretty upset that even though people said that they were ok with me they still went behind my back and talked about me and the whole situation.. ouch because these people call me and tell me there problems and i listen and i honestly care about them and all iwant for them is to be happy but are they just choosing alliances?? i try to be honest as i was told to do but that dosent seem to work. its like what i have to say be used against me??
i need my best friend back so badly and i know i have screwed up in the past but i have apologized for that and i have taken into account what you have said and i really want to work things out. buti want you to know that i depend so much on you and you mean so much to me and i love you... but i know yall say you cant trust me and you im untrust worthy but i got a text last night from someone who said you hurt the people that love you most and i did and i wish so badly that i could take it all back.. i regret it.... just call me or something... swimming??? thats a negative
kase