Sep 27, 2005 11:45
you say it hurts but when i get phone calls from random people shoving
"what you did" in my face.<---- that blows
i know im wrong when i just leave with him but he is who i want to be with... and its not that i dont want be with yall its just there is so much DRAMA. (yeah i said the "d" word) when were all together and i am more then over it and i dont feel comfortable with those 2 boys.. most def you ex homecoming date.
i feel like there is drama only because of me. Why?because it always involves me and i am always getting yelled out and bitched at and it is so annoying and its not that i just dont want to hang out with you. you ARE my best friend and i love you so much but when i heard about what you did... i seriously thought to myself i can never talk to her again... and untill i hear it from you then im gonna belive that it happened. i just dont want to be with the group untill we can figure our difference.... i love every single one of yall but we just cant seem to get it together
when i was leaving the other night you said that you "put up with all my crap"... at least i know how you really feel about my problems... cause i never listen to anybody eles
i know i am wrong..... but i dont know what to do about it...
i feel bad for what i did but i am sick and tired of trying to say im sorry but it comes back in my face... it never works and sorry is just a word unless we actually mean it..... and none of us ever do we just say it to get rid of the DRAMA...