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ok so this night has just gone from great to ok to horrible.. i just don't get it. i jjst talked to david about 20 min ago and we already had a dissagreement tonight about whatevee and then when he called he was like i just don't get you anymore.. where did the girl that could take a joke go.. wll ya know what david news flash i can take a joke but when i am the joke 24/7 its frustrating and i can't take it from freakin anyone.. yeah i know what they're going to say, "we don't mean it." screw that yeah you do or it wouldn't be said over and over and over again.
i guess part of the reason i have so much shit going on is cause of trust i can't freakin trust anyone and i can't open up.. well maybe cause when i do open up i end up getting back stabbed by someone who is really close to me "". or maybe i just say what i think people want to hear and that does me absolutley no good cause i still have all this anger frustration and sorrow built up...
......... life pretty much sucks
kase
i guess part of the reason i have so much shit going on is cause of trust i can't freakin trust anyone and i can't open up.. well maybe cause when i do open up i end up getting back stabbed by someone who is really close to me "". or maybe i just say what i think people want to hear and that does me absolutley no good cause i still have all this anger frustration and sorrow built up...
......... life pretty much sucks
kase