*Everything happens for a reason*
You weren't supposed to see. That's not the way i planned for it to happen. But it did. And i just keep falling. I wanted to tell you how bad of shape i'm in. i've sunk into the darkness and i'm attracted to nothing but evil. i'm turning out to be just like her, the way i swore i'd never be. but i just want ONE. that's all they say it takes. one of these days i'll find out for sure. i dont understand the things i want. i'm sure i would if i actually stopped to think about it. but i feel as if thinking has led me into this ditch. nothing's ever going to be the same as it used to be and i'm not sure that i will ever get over it.