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Last night Stephen and I drank a bottle of tequila. I passed out and don't remember getting up to puke then running around the house. Apparantly I was running up and diving into my bean bag, which might explain the big bruised lump on my right knee. I slammed my finger in my bedroom door.. I have a nice blood blister under my cuticle now.
I'm paranoid that I have a brain tumor or something. Back in March when I was living at the refuge I went out one night and had 3 xtc pills. The next day I had a blood nose on my left side and really bad 'headache' on my left side. I say headache but it really isn't like a headache. They normally don't confine themselves to my left frontal lobe. I put it down to the drugs I'd had and maybe the fact that I hadn't been smoking as much weed. Last week the pain came back and I assumed it was from working and being in front of a computer all day. Usually it goes away after awhile but today it won't. Head massages help (thanks baby you really did make me feel better) but there aren't any painkillers in the house. My parents hide the Merysondol these days.
Writing this entry I realised that maybe it's cause I've stopped smoking weed? That's the only common link between both times. I don't get hangovers and strangely enough if I lie down the pain subsides but as soon as I stand up it almosts knocks me down again. I guess I'll start to really worry if I get blurred vision or something.
<3 BrodeStar.
I'm paranoid that I have a brain tumor or something. Back in March when I was living at the refuge I went out one night and had 3 xtc pills. The next day I had a blood nose on my left side and really bad 'headache' on my left side. I say headache but it really isn't like a headache. They normally don't confine themselves to my left frontal lobe. I put it down to the drugs I'd had and maybe the fact that I hadn't been smoking as much weed. Last week the pain came back and I assumed it was from working and being in front of a computer all day. Usually it goes away after awhile but today it won't. Head massages help (thanks baby you really did make me feel better) but there aren't any painkillers in the house. My parents hide the Merysondol these days.
Writing this entry I realised that maybe it's cause I've stopped smoking weed? That's the only common link between both times. I don't get hangovers and strangely enough if I lie down the pain subsides but as soon as I stand up it almosts knocks me down again. I guess I'll start to really worry if I get blurred vision or something.
<3 BrodeStar.