Oct 17, 2004 00:55
Today i realized something with life you only get one try, no restarts no redos. Thanksgiveing weekend i am visiting my grandfather (grandpa) (on my moms side) grave for the first time. i could not attend his funeral i havent been able to make closure with him. Earlyer this year i lost my grandfather (pop) (on my dads side) i attended this funeral even was a poleberrer. both of these men ment so much to me and tought me so many things. My grandpa tought me that i need to help people when ever i have the chance and that a true man stand for what he believes in no matter what the cost. he was the person i credit for my lagre heart and for that i thank him so much and i will do my best to never let him down. My pop taught me to love life. he was awalys laughing and trying to cheer people up you never saw him with out a smile on his face. he is the person i credit for my sence of hummor and my ability to love life. but as important as both of thoes things are to me they tought me one more important thing love life. they both did and they both wanted the best for me and my bro. things i never knew the did for me i have been finding out recetnly. my pop had been giveing me saveings bonds sence i was born. and my grandpa had bought stock in my name and they have been give to my parents. they had some much faith in me. iam the first male grandchild on both sides of my family to go to collage. and i have to do my best not to let them down. they each had such kind hearts and love to live. if i turn out to be half the man these two men wer i know i will do great things with my life. but this leads me to my point dont ever give up on your dreams. dont let life keep you down. some people think of life as a weight to be carryed till death. but i think life is a gift to be shared with others. if you are ever haveing any problems with your life please allow me to help. while i cant offer much i will do all in my power to help.
Take it easy
Kaden