So...
I'm a bitch! Not the good kind. You know, the "fun-loving-yet-sassy" kind. No, I'm the "if-I-can't-have-my-way-then-I'll-treat-you-like-shit" kind. I was really mean to someone that I profess to loving. Who does that?!? I know I can't be with him, so, instead of just accepting that fact and moving on, while still being his friend, I decide to do everthing within my power to alienate him. Why do I always do this? (<=== That is an actual question, btw) I just don't get it. I know that I tend to fall for the 'unatainable' guy because I know from the beginning that it won't happen, and yet, when it doesn't, I get pissy, throw a fit, and start deleting numbers. I fucking hate myself. I'm an immature, histrionic piece of shit and I don't deserve to live. I suck at life and now I quit!