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update? i have a new job at the hsc working at tabi's. i start in.. um. 10 hours. and i'm not to sleep yet, but oh well. i'm rather nervous. and for some reason, someone is banging on the walls below us.. anyways. slight distraction. so, all is good.. sort of. some things are messy in life, but whacha gunna do. i'll be turning 21 in 11 days (if my math is right.. which it might not be) and i don't really know what will be happening now that i have a job.. but oh wells. the plan is to go to hooter's for supper. whoever wants in can leave a comment. about 12 other people are going.. so i think we'll have to reserve some tables.
other than that.. not much else has been up. my group of friends has grown widely. it's good and bad. many more people causing drama, but it's not so bad. the most recent friends are colin, jinni and steve. it's weird how you find a best friend in someone you met at a gay bar while you were intoxicated a year prior to ever talking, which is what happened with colin, and i met jinni through megan, who is steve's girlfriend. and they are by far the coolest couple ever. but anyways.. i'm slowly learning to let go of some people though. friendships i've been holding on to for years, but aren't really there anymore. i'm not angry or sad about it, and i'll still talk to whoever i feel like this with. there's no one specific. and it's no ones fault, which is what i've been realizing. some people are just in our lives for a short time, and others for a long time. who knows what will happen with my group of friends i have now in a year. one of them is possibly moving to Ottawa, which breaks my heart. but, i'll deal. there's also some friendships i'm wishing i still had because they were great, but for uncontrollable reasons, were ended for the most part. although i have tried to slowly get one back! so there we go. heh.
anyways, this was my sentimental rant about friendship :p cept.. it wasn't. and no worries. most of this refers to no one on livejournal.. although i've forgot who is even on my livejournal anymore.
i'm off to try and sleep.. or play more packrat on facebook. damn that game is addicting! hope everyone else out there is doing well (:
other than that.. not much else has been up. my group of friends has grown widely. it's good and bad. many more people causing drama, but it's not so bad. the most recent friends are colin, jinni and steve. it's weird how you find a best friend in someone you met at a gay bar while you were intoxicated a year prior to ever talking, which is what happened with colin, and i met jinni through megan, who is steve's girlfriend. and they are by far the coolest couple ever. but anyways.. i'm slowly learning to let go of some people though. friendships i've been holding on to for years, but aren't really there anymore. i'm not angry or sad about it, and i'll still talk to whoever i feel like this with. there's no one specific. and it's no ones fault, which is what i've been realizing. some people are just in our lives for a short time, and others for a long time. who knows what will happen with my group of friends i have now in a year. one of them is possibly moving to Ottawa, which breaks my heart. but, i'll deal. there's also some friendships i'm wishing i still had because they were great, but for uncontrollable reasons, were ended for the most part. although i have tried to slowly get one back! so there we go. heh.
anyways, this was my sentimental rant about friendship :p cept.. it wasn't. and no worries. most of this refers to no one on livejournal.. although i've forgot who is even on my livejournal anymore.
i'm off to try and sleep.. or play more packrat on facebook. damn that game is addicting! hope everyone else out there is doing well (: