Don't mind if I let you in on some advice of mine. I go through the exact same thing every day, dealing with the friends matter. It really stinks to think that you don't have any "Real" friends, quota. It makes you feel like a piece of, good-for-nothing, crap. And no girl likes that feeling, it really and truly sucks. And while some have their "best friends" and all of their little clicques, some girls have nothing. I say girls because it's mostly girls who antagonize themselves about these sort of things. Well, anyway, my point is you can't let it get you down too far, because God is always there and he has meticulously, methodically planned this out and each stage of your emotions, so try and not sweat it too much. I take from my own advice. Because I fall through with these feelings almost EVERY SINGLE DAY...So, I 100% and truly know the exact same feelings you have. It ticks me off so bad, because even though I have good friends who I hang out with, it's not what I really want. What I really want is a friend who I don't get tired of, who I can just laugh and be my total self around, someone who I can tell just about everything, and while this sounds selfish and unlikley I know that there's a girl out there who will befriend me in that way. Okay, that sounded totally Lesbian-ish but I trust that you know what I'm talking about without me having to sound fruitish...haha. So anyway, I hope you can get to feeling better and that maybe we can find that friend in each other.
Re: Hello there.kacy_09April 16 2005, 04:01:17 UTC
Jenna Love: (haha)
I know, i feel that same way EVERY DAY TOO! yeah, i have alot of friends, don't get me wrong but..i just don't have any i could hang out with outside of school..well, yeah i do, but i don't feel like i do. i don't know how to explain it but i freaking hate it..yeah, we nedd to hang out again sometime. maybe we can be "real" friends to each other..see this is an example: who comments on my site..? YOU AND GINA, NO ONE ELSE. this is because yea, i'm considered these people's friend and i consider them as my friends, but i guess we aren't all that close of friends at all...seeing as they don't comment. i don't know..it does make me mad though because of those "clicques" like you said. I HATE IT! i am facing it now and saying it: ME AND MONICA ARE NO LONGER BEST FRIENDS...we are real good friends, yes, but not best friends. i love her, but we just aren't that good of friends anymore now that i think about it. well none of this probably makes sense and it might seem like i am repeating myself but i don't care..i'm, writing it down as i think...ah, jenna you're right maybe we can find that friend in each other...well anyways, i am going to go now..call me later so we can talk some more. love ya! (that was LONG!) (probably my longest comment ever!!!)
Don't mind if I let you in on some advice of mine. I go through the exact same thing every day, dealing with the friends matter. It really stinks to think that you don't have any "Real" friends, quota. It makes you feel like a piece of, good-for-nothing, crap. And no girl likes that feeling, it really and truly sucks. And while some have their "best friends" and all of their little clicques, some girls have nothing. I say girls because it's mostly girls who antagonize themselves about these sort of things. Well, anyway, my point is you can't let it get you down too far, because God is always there and he has meticulously, methodically planned this out and each stage of your emotions, so try and not sweat it too much. I take from my own advice. Because I fall through with these feelings almost EVERY SINGLE DAY...So, I 100% and truly know the exact same feelings you have. It ticks me off so bad, because even though I have good friends who I hang out with, it's not what I really want. What I really want is a friend who I don't get tired of, who I can just laugh and be my total self around, someone who I can tell just about everything, and while this sounds selfish and unlikley I know that there's a girl out there who will befriend me in that way. Okay, that sounded totally Lesbian-ish but I trust that you know what I'm talking about without me having to sound fruitish...haha. So anyway, I hope you can get to feeling better and that maybe we can find that friend in each other.
I love you.
~Jenna
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I know, i feel that same way EVERY DAY TOO! yeah, i have alot of friends, don't get me wrong but..i just don't have any i could hang out with outside of school..well, yeah i do, but i don't feel like i do. i don't know how to explain it but i freaking hate it..yeah, we nedd to hang out again sometime. maybe we can be "real" friends to each other..see this is an example: who comments on my site..? YOU AND GINA, NO ONE ELSE. this is because yea, i'm considered these people's friend and i consider them as my friends, but i guess we aren't all that close of friends at all...seeing as they don't comment. i don't know..it does make me mad though because of those "clicques" like you said. I HATE IT! i am facing it now and saying it: ME AND MONICA ARE NO LONGER BEST FRIENDS...we are real good friends, yes, but not best friends. i love her, but we just aren't that good of friends anymore now that i think about it. well none of this probably makes sense and it might seem like i am repeating myself but i don't care..i'm, writing it down as i think...ah, jenna you're right maybe we can find that friend in each other...well anyways, i am going to go now..call me later so we can talk some more. love ya!
(that was LONG!) (probably my longest comment ever!!!)
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