i've been a temptress too long. just give me a reason to love you. give me a reason to be a woman
I am lost in thoughts of first kisses and I can't stop smelling my hoodie. I'm sure pretty soon every lingering scent of him will be gone, but this smile will not leave my face any time soon. As amazing and perfect as it all feels now, I know that tomorrow it is back to school where I have to face his girlfriend. I have never ever been in a situation like this. It's not something I would normally do, anyone who knows me knows that. And if I wasn't 100% sure that their relationship was going to be ending soon, none of these shenanigans would be going on. He's just so amazing and thoughtful and he always tells me how beautiful I am and makes me feel so amazing about myself. I can't wait to go to Austin with him Wednesday and get to spend some time alone together. I've just missed having someone around who will hold my hand and kiss my forehead and take time to notice little things like that I dressed up just for them... And now he's calling.