I feel like I'm in a stalemate right now.
So much to do with moving, school, money...life in general.
But nowhere to start.
Not entirely true, I'm sure....but there's just so much, I feel like I'm drowning in it sometimes and I'm so far down, I can't see the surface anymore.
I think a fresh start will do me good, but just getting there is a struggle.
I suppose I'm just very melancholy this evening. Not sure why.
I'm listening to Damien Rice...and that always makes me feel.....disheartened, but thoughtful.
Reminds me of a Zaylor where at Christmas time with the fam, Taylor sneaks out and pulls the 'don't talk...I'm showing you cards with my feelings' thing like in Love, Actually.
Very sweet. Makes me heart-achey, though.
I wish there was more angsty-love Zaylor floating around these days. I miss it.
It always makes me feel better. :(
We might kiss when we are alone
When nobody's watching
We might take it home
We might make out when nobody's there
It's not that we're scared
It's just that it's delicate
So why'd you fill my sorrows
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why'd ya sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why'd you sing with me at all?
We might live like never before
When there's nothing to give
Well how can we ask for more
We might make love in some sacred place
The look on your face is delicate
So why'd you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place that you've known
And why'd you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why'd you sing with me at all?
And why'd you fill my sorrows
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place that you've known
Why'd you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why'd you sing with me at all?
Welp....back to my nothingness. (i.e packing, cleaning....pure misery)
Until next time.