Trouble?
I have no idea what's going on right now. This time last week things with E. Boy were seemingly fine. Now, however, I am clueless. I haven't seen him since Thursday (it's mid-afternoon, Tuesday) and this being my one day off, he still didn't invite me over.
Maybe I am making something out of nothing. *crosses fingers*
I guess I am just having Jackass flashbacks.
Step 1: Avoidance
Step 2: Lying
Step 3: Not wanting to talk about it.
Step 4: Lack of decision making
Step 5: Gone.
We have definitely reached Step 1...potentially Step 2. He told his mother that he just saw me last night. Why would he lie about something as simple as that?
**thoughts of him cheating currently flashing into my brain**
I'm just at a loss for what to do. Is he just having an off week? Is this post completely pointless?
I just hate being left in the dark. I stress FAR too much for that.
((sigh))
oh...and p.s.
It's REALLY going to piss me off if I just spent all this money on birthday presents/hotel stay for him..and then he dumps me. Jackass did the SAME thing. I spent $400 fucking dollars on a birthday present he wanted (which I am sure he never uses now)....for nothing.
I mean, don't get me wrong...I like to give gifts, but I feel like in these kind of scenarios, it's all in vain, you know?
So, for future reference, if you are breaking up with someone, do it at least two weeks BEFORE any major gift-giving holidays. Thank you.