May 04, 2022 11:45
1. I am so tired of bad things happening to people.
2. I need a pedicure. My last pedicure was my birthday pedicure and I always feel guilty when I schedule the next one because I'm not sure I got enough out of the birthday one.
3. How much can a tiny name change affect a person for the rest of their life? How completely different might their life have been?
4. The bear in AP is such a bitch. She sends vague emails that don't tell a person a thing and then she splits hairs and doesn't answer when a person tries to follow up to find out what's going on because vendors and end users are waiting.
5. AP in general sucks. Let's just change terms without telling anyone and delay future orders simply because the vendor - an existing vendor - requests to be paid by check rather than electronically anymore. Let's go ahead and jeopardize patient care. ED patient care. Children in the ED patient care.
6. I'm not entirely sure I'm getting anything out of therapy.
7. I really need to sit down at my laptop and go through the photo CDs that were Dad's. I'd rather make hats, but hasn't that always been part of my problem?
8. I'm so tired of Carlos always having to clean an already clean bathroom every time I have to go. And when I do, yes, I take longer. Yes, I stupidly take my phone with me, but I also take a few moments to close my eyes. Not to mention, my body is relatively regular and at that time of day the business is extended since it's not just pee and leave.
9. I need to get my act together in a ton of ways. More work, less distraction. More veggies, less sugar. I like what I looked like last year. I don't like what I look like now.
10. Don't be as negative as Mom.
11. Are the orbs that have appeared in Bill's garage really spirits? Are they dust? Have I doomed any more showing up by doubting?
12. Teeth.
13. I need to read more.
14. I may add to this list later.