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I tend to come across as displeased with my appearance and life in general, but sometimes I have these really weird moments where i am grateful for everything I do actually have, despite how it may seem. It's the little things that when i think about i am so glad that i have some of the advantages in life that i do. I am so grateful to be able to do little things like be able to walk or take care of myself. I'm thankful that at 18 I am not living on my own trying to be an adult at far to early of an age. I haven't really had an opportunity to really enjoy my life and accomplish as much as i want, but I know that i still have those options. It sounds corny but it really is true.I think that some times I over analyze and think about adulthood maybe just a little more than i should. I should be aware of the responsibilities ahead of me, but I shouldn't let them hold me back and worry me so much. I am just looking forward to a kitty, a puppy, me and nick in an apartment in Boston(hopefully). I have to many game plans and i need to chill out and just be 18 for once.