time for an update
ok havent been here for yonks so whats been happnening?
written a full song that can be seen on youtube
become pretty good at guitar hero
and erm hate my job, i got harrased by a guy outside of work nbut works there and i'm getting picked on all the time and well it sucks
but then i guess no matter what happens im never happy
maybe happiness is something dfferent than im expecting it to be.
Im also begining to beleive what nan told charlotte was right, i do need to be on my own, I cant seem to get on with [peope, im a bit of a hermit and make so many social mistakes im afraid of losing more mates
also moving to hollands begining to worry me cos its becoming more real and how the hell am i gonna get a job over there when i have so much trouble finding one in the country i speak the language of.
Im not sleeping well (its 4.25am) and im not eating loads like normal cos of the stress and dread of work, my hairs greyer than ever, all i seem to do when not at work is go to the gym or run or something, i feel like running away right now and finding somewhere new and exciting.
I have a meeting I have to go to on my day off at work, not happy, and i'll find out if they are keeping me on or not (contraqcts are only 3 months at a time)
written a full song that can be seen on youtube
become pretty good at guitar hero
and erm hate my job, i got harrased by a guy outside of work nbut works there and i'm getting picked on all the time and well it sucks
but then i guess no matter what happens im never happy
maybe happiness is something dfferent than im expecting it to be.
Im also begining to beleive what nan told charlotte was right, i do need to be on my own, I cant seem to get on with [peope, im a bit of a hermit and make so many social mistakes im afraid of losing more mates
also moving to hollands begining to worry me cos its becoming more real and how the hell am i gonna get a job over there when i have so much trouble finding one in the country i speak the language of.
Im not sleeping well (its 4.25am) and im not eating loads like normal cos of the stress and dread of work, my hairs greyer than ever, all i seem to do when not at work is go to the gym or run or something, i feel like running away right now and finding somewhere new and exciting.
I have a meeting I have to go to on my day off at work, not happy, and i'll find out if they are keeping me on or not (contraqcts are only 3 months at a time)