sad
in a way im glad no1 reads this cuz i cant just write. im really like.. feelingg sad. iduno why. i dont give any1 a chance anymore. its killing me. i feel like im being teared apart. this life..
this life is just so complex. "in school they never taught us what we needed to know.. like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart" -brandnew. yeah well anyway its horrid. i skipped softball 2 days in a row now. guess i wont make the team. i didnt want to. i wanna play 9th grade. im going to new york tomorrow.. i have never been there. dave mcgann is going for his bday and invited me. well i guess ill just go now
this life is just so complex. "in school they never taught us what we needed to know.. like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart" -brandnew. yeah well anyway its horrid. i skipped softball 2 days in a row now. guess i wont make the team. i didnt want to. i wanna play 9th grade. im going to new york tomorrow.. i have never been there. dave mcgann is going for his bday and invited me. well i guess ill just go now