time goes by...
Right, so i decided to have a "party" last night, i use that term rather loosely bc lately it seems a party at my house just turns into ppl drinking and watching cartoons while me and chance start taking swings at each other in the parking lot. It was fun though, the aftermath of the party (i.e. this morning) is leaving me feeling a bit sad today. I woke up this morning and the frist thing that pops into my head is "i guess i need to clean the house, since this is my only day off." damn im feeling pretty old right now. ive been feeling really old lately, i think its Dean, i think i feel like i should be more responsible around him, like i dont want him to know im a little kid or soemthing, but maybe thats what he likes about me, i dunno, mind boggling. were like the little old couple who, after popping out a couple of kids (stoney and charles abnar), just sit at home and watch tv. The highlight of this week was when dean took off thursday night and we ended up at walmart buying the new punisher movie, exciting. not that it wasnt a good movie, i enjoyed it, well the first half that i saw before i fell asleep. i cant even make it through a whole movie! WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO! i used to stay up all night long, party hard ya know, now its like 11 oclock roles around and im just like ok baby, time for bed, heaven forbid we stay up late once in a while. i normally pass out while dean plays computer games. he comes to bed, i get up go to school and come back and sleep some more. he goes to work at 4 and we start all over again. OMG! MY LIFE HAS BECOME SO PREDICTABLE! i need some excitment! like a threesome or soemthing ya know, make me feel like a kid again. im just waiting for the day when i have screaming kids running around on holidays calling me Nana Kacy or mawmaw or someother god awful derivative of such. ah well, i guess im off to clean house and pay bills.