May 29, 2009 01:33
So I got my response about the unemployment today and they denied it. Apparently I messed something up so now I have to file again. I'm trying to keep a positive attitude about it but it's hard to put on a happy face and act like everything is great when clearly it's not. I've been moody and lethargic for days. My stress is becoming unbearable at this point and I don't have an outlet other than drinking and that's the last thing I need right now. Maybe I should take Kevin up on his offer and hit the gym, even if I do feel weird about him paying for my membership.
I'm also selling off more of my shit on ebay. I'm so hard up I actually put up my Harley Quinn maquette. I put up posts on a few communities on Livejournal and I've had a few responses and at least 7 people are interested in it. The last one I was watching sold for almost $200. One girl asked if she could just straight up buy it but I'd rather see how the auction goes. I'm probably going to cry when it sells.
Also, when listening to the Ramones or watching Miyazaki's movies doesn't cheer me up I know something is very wrong.