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I'm not realy sure why I'm sitting inside on my computer instead of spending this super warm and sunny day outside. I've been so lazy today. I rolled out of bed around 3 p.m. (I didn't go to bed until 5 a.m.) went out for some Taco Bell and I still haven't even showered...which I need to do because I'm meeting the crew at Do Hickeys around 8 or 9 for $1 beer night. It should be nice and uncomfortable for me since I've been having certain dreams about a certain friend of mine that will be there...not really sure why I'm having these dreams about him but if these dreams are any indication about what he's really like in bed I may have to overstep my boundaries and go for it;) Besides that, I'm pretty excited about going because all I've done for days is just sit in my room, play video games, watch movies, etc. This is what happens when I'm not working.
As for not working (well, I'm working but it's usually only 8 hours a week) I reaaly need to get off my ass and write up a new resume for my friend Sarah. She's trying to get me a job at the credit union she works for. She's pretty high up so I already have my foot in the door. I just have to make the next move. I need the money because the house will be gone soon and then I'll be really screwed with no place to live. I don't want to live out of my storage unit. I just wish I could get pass this feeling of being so insecure. I'm always afraid that I'm going to fall flat on my face and it stops me from doing a lot of things that I want to do. Somehow I need to get past it and just go for it. I'm tired of waiting for my life to begin.
Things I must do before the weekend is up:
1) Write my resume
2) Start packing up my shit
3) Start a new life plan
4) Get laid...okay so it probably won't happen. But it would be nice.
As for not working (well, I'm working but it's usually only 8 hours a week) I reaaly need to get off my ass and write up a new resume for my friend Sarah. She's trying to get me a job at the credit union she works for. She's pretty high up so I already have my foot in the door. I just have to make the next move. I need the money because the house will be gone soon and then I'll be really screwed with no place to live. I don't want to live out of my storage unit. I just wish I could get pass this feeling of being so insecure. I'm always afraid that I'm going to fall flat on my face and it stops me from doing a lot of things that I want to do. Somehow I need to get past it and just go for it. I'm tired of waiting for my life to begin.
Things I must do before the weekend is up:
1) Write my resume
2) Start packing up my shit
3) Start a new life plan
4) Get laid...okay so it probably won't happen. But it would be nice.