Jan 19, 2004 19:00
Have you ever felt like your dreaming when your awake? Or felt like you were awake when you were dreaming? When you feel like your dreaming when your awake can be a good thing and a bad thing. It can be a good thing when your life is so perfect that you dont think it could get any better and then it just keeps getting better. But it can also be a bad thing. It can be something that you think couldnt posibly happen to you, like getting in a car reck, or getting hurt by someone. Personally i like the perfect life dreaming, haha. When your dreaming and feel awake usually isnt a good thing, well i guess it could be. It could be bad because if it is a bad dream by the time you wake up your not sure if it was a dream or reality so you get frightened and unable to go back to sleep. But i guess it could be a good thing if you have a dream about a guy you like, to have a kiss by him feel so real to you in your dream, but the downfall is that you sooner or later have to realize that it was just a dream and not reality. The boundery between dreams and reality can be hard to tell and be as plain as the nose on your face. My point(if i have a point) is that(hang on i just forgot, hang on......um......)life is never what you expect. As soon as you think you have things figured out, your brain plays tricks on you.
With my life, I feel like im dreaming when im awake just because life seems like its so great that it must be a dream. I think im finally beginning to see who i really am, and who i will become. I was always so lost before this year, not knowing who i was or what i wanted. And now i finaly see. Its like looking out at cloudy skys all your life wondering what was above the clouds and then one day it clearing up and having answers to questions that you had all your life. I just feel so much clearer and i have so much more of an understanding. Cherish your life when your life gets to this point, cuz you never know when you'll have another perfect day.