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i'm scared for the upcoming months! everything might change, everything will be different soon but i have absolutely no idea what is going to happen, unless i take a gap year in which case very little will change. but the uncertainty i find rather unsettling.
i am enjoying the moment though, the lack of responsibilities is good and i have a number of things to look forward to: ibiza, birthday, reading.
the gay thing at the moment is the total and utter lack of money meaning i can't see my jenny and jade like i'd like to. not seeing jade in three months just isn't right, it's a weird feeling actually, we're going to have a lot of catching up to do!
all i'm doing at the moment is running up debts with ellie and seeing her, bobby and gary. we don't do much but it's nice to have a group of people that you can just relax with.
today i can't make conversation cause i lose my place and forget what i'm saying. i'm really tired.
i am enjoying the moment though, the lack of responsibilities is good and i have a number of things to look forward to: ibiza, birthday, reading.
the gay thing at the moment is the total and utter lack of money meaning i can't see my jenny and jade like i'd like to. not seeing jade in three months just isn't right, it's a weird feeling actually, we're going to have a lot of catching up to do!
all i'm doing at the moment is running up debts with ellie and seeing her, bobby and gary. we don't do much but it's nice to have a group of people that you can just relax with.
today i can't make conversation cause i lose my place and forget what i'm saying. i'm really tired.