Wow, so i have returned
Wow its been forever, since i wrote, well good news is im comming back to LJ. So much has happened since i last wrote the day before i started grade 12 last year. So much has changed for me. I've definitly grown more as a person.
My list of good an bad over the past year and somthing.
-i graduated high school
-im in alternative school upgrading till the end of January
-i lost some good friends
-i gained some new good friends
-drank too much
-smoked too much
-fucked too many people
-worked 2 jobs, quit both
-partied it up a lot
-did some other bad things
-got a bf
-made peace with my ex gf
-helped a lot of people along the way
Yup the past year has been strange, not at all what i would have expected back then but now its just the norm. I think im better of now. I need to find a new job once school finishes, im gonna work full time and then go to college. I want school to be over so bad, i've met so many great people every where i've gone, and made a few enemies but thats ok. The sad thing is although all that happened was generally bad i enjoyed it all, though out the whole experience i was usually happy, buy then again im usually very happy. I feel more comfortable as a person now, and since i'm fixing things i know my journal won't be full of "so i went to my friends party last night and got trashed!!". Unlike if i had actually wrote in it this past year.Im listening to Plastics Tree's new album right now and its making me happy, im so glad its christmas, although ive reduced my drinking i think its ok if i drink durring the holidays. right?
Im gonna go to the mall with my friend now to finish christmas shopping but ill definitly post tomorow.
My list of good an bad over the past year and somthing.
-i graduated high school
-im in alternative school upgrading till the end of January
-i lost some good friends
-i gained some new good friends
-drank too much
-smoked too much
-fucked too many people
-worked 2 jobs, quit both
-partied it up a lot
-did some other bad things
-got a bf
-made peace with my ex gf
-helped a lot of people along the way
Yup the past year has been strange, not at all what i would have expected back then but now its just the norm. I think im better of now. I need to find a new job once school finishes, im gonna work full time and then go to college. I want school to be over so bad, i've met so many great people every where i've gone, and made a few enemies but thats ok. The sad thing is although all that happened was generally bad i enjoyed it all, though out the whole experience i was usually happy, buy then again im usually very happy. I feel more comfortable as a person now, and since i'm fixing things i know my journal won't be full of "so i went to my friends party last night and got trashed!!". Unlike if i had actually wrote in it this past year.Im listening to Plastics Tree's new album right now and its making me happy, im so glad its christmas, although ive reduced my drinking i think its ok if i drink durring the holidays. right?
Im gonna go to the mall with my friend now to finish christmas shopping but ill definitly post tomorow.